We loved with a love that was more than love. ☮

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY.

2012-01-28T10:04:00.000+08:00

Geez. Happy Birthday Mummy, XOXO.

My crazy friends.

2012-01-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

I've a bunch of crazy friends from Primary School. They are the truest friends too, though we aren't as close as before. But I know, at least they are those that I can have fun with. And just be myself. Unglam, crazy, messy, funny moments.

They came over to my house today for a house visiting. We gambled before having photo spamming. And also celebrated the Twins birthday. :)

We just couldn't have much proper shooting. Those girls just love to play.

Big Weili face covered everyone.

Stupid Koh Chia Hsuan and Xinmin.

Fail shot.

TADA.

Let me end it with an unglamorous photo. BOO! XOXO.

I want to be that special person who change your whole life to something beautiful.

2012-01-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

It's the second day Chinese New Year. I lost pretty much money. Boohoo. Lady luck doesn't love me this time round... ... ...

This year, my CNY isn't that perfect. I had angry times, sad times, happy times. Combination of most emotions. Sigh, maybe this year won't be nice to me.

I've to try to control my temper. It's getting worse and my moodswing is bad. I really hate this. But I just couldn't control myself at times. I don't know what I'm thinking too. I feel really messed up at times, and I hate this part of everything. Well, drop topic.

Me and silly actually are wearing similar type of clothes, but it isn't obvious enough. He's wearing formal shirt with leopard prints on the collar and sleeves.

Boo. Some of you are starting school tomorrow. Sleep early everyone. Goodnight. XOXO.

恭喜发财，红包拿来

2012-01-24T00:56:00.000+08:00

除夕

The three little piggies.

FOOD.

FATS?

MUSCLES?

Aww~ Don't cry.

Family photo.

Officially the first day of Chinese New Year.

This year, I wore something really simple. I'm too lazy to find Qipao or any traditional costume, I wanted to but I couldn't find any one that suits and caught my eyes (plus working). So just keep it simple for a lazy girl like me.

My Mummy.

My naughty third aunt.

Sis.

Great Granny.

Short temple visiting, before I meet my boy.

Dad.

SILLY BOY.

I'm a little fish in the sea. HAHA. JOKE.

BANG. Happy Chinese New Year. Hope you people will receive more and more angbaos.

XOXO.

Are you looking forward to Chinese New Year?

2012-01-22T14:57:00.000+08:00

(Suppose to focus on me, but instead it focus on the angbaos behind, and I look funny.)

Guess most of you are gonna have Reunion dinner later on? Are you ready for Chinese New Year? Tomorrow will be the actual day (and also exactly a month to my 17th Birthday, haha not important).

Prepare your mandarin oranges and time to go house visiting! It's a respect to the family you are visiting. SO IT'S A MUST TO BRING. I used to forget to bring it out or I'm too lazy to carry oranges everywhere. Oops.

Getting ready to fill your bags with angbaos too $_$ I guess most of the teenagers are looking forward to the angbaos instead of the celebrations. Money rolling in!

POKERS. Gambling is also part of this. Hopefully I've luck this year. It's a must also. If not, CNY will be so boring. And I'm glad that I've no school yet (results of JAE still not out), so I will be enjoying CNY more. Happy girl.

Well, Happy Chinese New Year everyone. Hopefully everyone enjoyed this few days. $_$

Plannings.

2012-01-17T12:57:00.000+08:00

I've planned to re-design my own room but then it's really messy and most of the things are not mine. And $_$ is one part of the problems too. Lastly, it can't be done before Chinese New Year. (Because I'm working everyday till 22nd Jan)

I need to get a lot of things.
1. New Bed, probably queen size.
2. New study table.
3. New wardrobe
4. Coffee table
5. Floor mat

I'm thinking if I should paint my room to this color. (FYI, my wall is blue to match my stitch)

FAIRYTALE. HAHAHAHA!

Some green room. Pretty simple.

I love this design the most. Very messy yet very spacious. This is the feeling I want, cozy! How I wish my room was bigger. :(

More to come. $_$ fly. And definitely, gonna throw a lot of things too. :'(

I'm still thinking where to put all my Stitch. As all of them covered more than half of my bed. Sigh... My room is so messed up. I wanna save more money to reformat it. And after that I will go for a shopping spree. I need to get all this done before school starts on April. Go Kaycey Go!

Only if happiness stays

2012-01-15T00:12:00.001+08:00

Well, some overdued photos. I'm kinda busy with my work nowadays, back to working at a different environment. I'm really lazy to travel down to Bugis every single day. I hope Chinese New Year faster come and I could relax. (because my work is related to cny)

Sigh... Why is happiness temporary? I wish that it will be there forever and always. I just wanna be a happy girl. No more crying, no more emotional period. Especially night time or times where you're alone... (Sigh again...)

XOXO. Stay happy everyone. Follow me on twitter - @Kayceyeth

Disappointment.

2012-01-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

I got back my results yesterday. I'm very disappointed in myself actually, I kinda regretted not studying yet slacking outside everyday.

I'm someone that doesn't care about studies, but this kinda K.O me. I'm having problems on which courses and schools to go. I really hate this feelings where I feel like there's nothing I can do anymore.

Well, I only can blame myself for being so lazy. Skipping school because I'm tired. Not paying attention in class because the teacher is too boring. Never did any homework or just plain copy because I don't even bother to remember what homework I've. And my TYS are all clean.

For those who are taking O levels or N levels this year. I please please please you, study hard. Don't waste your time and please don't have the mindset that you still have a lot of time. Get your fundamental well, do many practices. Practice makes perfect, and it's true. Don't hate your teachers, LOVE them, it really helps.

Chinatown.

2012-01-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

Headed to Chinatown on Friday. Everyone is buying chinese new year decorations and snacks. SO MANY PEOPLE. PACKED LIKE SARDINES. HAHAHAHA.

KUEHS, SNACKS. ♥

Bro, Mom, Sis, Me.

新年到~ Time to pack your rooms and buy new clothes! My room is still in a mess and my wardrobe is like a rubbish dump. Sigh.... :'(

Sometimes I will stop and look back, and reflect.

2012-01-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

Two days back, I met up with my primary school closest friends. And I started to look back and reminiscing all those past and times we had spent together. Sometimes I did have flashbacks, but as time passed by all those flashbacks became so blurry. Till I met them that day, most of the things came back.

And I've never failed to smile to myself whenever I think of it. Well, young and trouble-free.

Chia Hsuan

Xinmin

Camwhore while waiting for the twins to come. Two slowpokes sister.

喜 (happy)

怒 (angry)

哀 (sad)

乐 (very happy)

I love my expression in this picture. I don't know why.

RAWR, my hair keep singing "I believe I can fly".

Finally the twins came........

UGLY JUMP SHOTS

It has been a long time since we all took photos together.

Last few pictures before we head to Far East Plaza for dinner. But before that, we had a lot inside jokes. I wish I could share to you guys, but words can't describe. :(

Awesome korean cuisine dinner we had. But it's too costly for a 2 pax set meal, even though the servings are quite big. Well oh well, I enjoyed the whole day.

It's the 7th day of 2012 already. And on Monday, I'm getting back my O level result. PLEASE 2012, walk and not fly. I don't wish to waste another year without enjoying myself and spend all my time wisely.

The day I stop loving you will be the day a mute woman tells a deaf man that a blind girl sees a paralyzed boy walks on water.

2012-01-05T00:33:00.000+08:00

Pretty fast, it's the fifth day of 2012. Soon Chinese New Year (Ang baos, good food, gathering), valentine's day will be coming. Time is still the same, gone like wind.

Had a random celebration for Reign's birthday. A small buffet at his house void deck.

With Prissy.

Nothing much to say about this celebration. Because it was a short and sweet one. Had a video taking session for him, but then kinda failed because of some technical problem. Well, happy belated birthday Reign (But I've no pictures of him. HAHAHA)

(Random.) I went view my best friend's blog and it's been a long time since I read. I wish I could know what happened to her, as she's so upset and disappointed over some things. I felt so useless, I couldn't help and I don't know how to approach to her anymore. It's really painful to see us drifting apart. Till today, I've flashbacks of us having fun and I even watched our stupid funny videos we took in the past when I'm bored. I really miss us, my friend. Stay happy and cheerful. (I hope you will be reading this, I really hope you do.)

A new year, brand new story.

2012-01-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

It's a brand new year again. Time is passing faster and faster. (And it's really irritating)

Well, I spent my New Year Eve on BBQ. Pretty awesome day and night with Baby and co. We had shopping at wet market, marination session, short movie and finally BBQ and drinking.

Breakfast before going to wet market.

Shopping at dirty wet market.

Cab down to Tang's house.

Time to do some marination.

Caught slacking!

Snap snap~

This stupid bird smoking.

Finally BBQ

Last few pictures in 2011 with Baby

Stupid dog that kept looking at me. (Made me wanna sleep too)

(Less talking for this blog post. Hehe.)

Happy 2012. Cheers. XOXO

That silly boy.

2011-12-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

2011 wasn't really a bad year. I could describe this year as a mountain. I'd been through horrible things before I met the boy of my life.

He's really charming, cute and lovely. He always make me laugh, through phones, through text, through meet up. He really put down all his pride (Image is really important for him) and be himself in front of me. He is rather emotional sometimes, but he never hide his feelings. I love the way he is, TRUE.

He really entered my life in 11-11-11. It's not a very auspicious date, but ya, that's the time when we first met and fell for each other. Love at first sight? Maybe. Because it only takes 1/5 second to fall for someone.

I might not know him for very long in real life, but I'm very sure that he's the one, the one I'm looking for, the one for me. I ain't joking, I wanna marry him.

No matter what happens, we will go through them. This is part of love life, if we could walk pass our obstacles, our love will grow stronger. I believe, true love never dies.

I wanna grow old with you. Do all those funny funny things. Take those silly pictures. Spend all the time with you. Have some tiffs. Watching all movies. Cuddling all night. Having breakfast together. And so much so much more. Leaving, break up will never be in our love dictionary. Our love will never get enough, just put in our whole heart to love.

I love you, Benjamin Liew Wei Zhang

Merry Christmas and Happy New year.

2011-12-31T10:09:00.000+08:00

First Day of Christmas, my true love give to me~

Spending time with boy's family. Big feast, but didn't bring my camera out. :(

W A S T E D T R I P

On the second day of Christmas. Chalet with Smoovies. Had a great time with Prissy and girls.

It's 2012 tomorrow. A brand new start, again ♥

This Christmas Eve.

2011-12-30T15:31:00.000+08:00

Singing on Christmas Eve. Singing for entertainment, not for Jesus Christ.

This three girls. Probably the best girls in my life, including Rui who didn't come. Girls, stay happy. For the better and worse, just smile and face them. Especially Xinyi, I'm sorry for hearing the news about your dad. You can overcome this sweetheart. Take good care of your mummy. And life isn't that bad. You still have me, us all. Together we stand as one. Cheers to our Sistership. ♥

The day we first met, I know you girls will be there for me. I'm glad I have you all. Really, from the bottom of my heart. All I wish is your happiness.

Jingle bells, jingle bells. Jingle all the way.

1 MORE DAY TO COUNTDOWN FOR 2012.

That night.

2011-12-29T14:39:00.000+08:00

That Azzura Night.

Briandon.

Keby.

Fang.

It was an awesome night. Stay tune for more SMOOVE parties. Get smoove or die trying. ♥

True friends stay, so does true lovers.

2011-12-28T16:39:00.003+08:00

3 MORE DAYS TO COUNTDOWN 2012.

and I still haven't pass all my christmas gifts to my honeys. :(

Random outing with these 3 crazy kids. They spam photos without me! H E A R T B R E A K E R S.

Zhenyu cannot maintain!

Muaii boii sho hamsum.

Shuffling fail.

XOXO

Are you ready?

2011-12-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

I realized I only have time to blog when I'm in Johor. My life starts to be happening and everything is going pretty smooth. I love it. Finally it's back to the smooth and not rocky path.

Went to a very random Kbox session with Xinyi, Briandon and Javier. *Forever love, forever love~*

Okay. Christmas, coming, in 3 days.

And Azzura party in less than 24 hours.

Are you ready?

Get hot and sexy people.

2011-12-20T15:03:00.001+08:00

It's time to get SEXY, ladies! And it's time to show off your HOT macho bodies, guys!

I will be heading to this beach party but I've no girl company yet. Pretty upset, all my girl friends either don't wanna go, not in Singapore or below 16. What is this?! Haha.

But people, catch me @ Azzura on the 23rd Dec. Get tickets from me NOW. ♥

I wish nothing but the best for you.

2011-12-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

I'm trying my best to live my life to the fullest. I don't wanna have any regrets or what. I'm trying to do whatever I can do now, I wanna live like there's no tomorrow. I'm so afraid that one day, I will just disappear in this world. I still don't wanna leave all my love ones.

I wanna improve myself so badly. I don't wanna disappoint anyone anymore, or even make anyone upset. I just want everyone around me to be happy. Happy for having me, happy for staying alive.

Living isn't a hard thing. But the things you faced, is horrible. However, always remember to keep your smile. Nothing gonna tear you down. Just stay strong, stay hard.

And, I'm selling some of my dresses away.

Black V Back Dress

$22 (Can be nego)

Credit to LBR

Crisscross back dress in BLACK

$21.50

Brand new

Credit to diygalore

My prom dress

Bought it at $40, but selling it at $30 (can be nego)

Contact me @ a-hkc@hotmail.com or 91821127 for faster reply.

Support http://dust-thebunny.blogspot.com too.

I shall not end this post so boringly. Last picture for this post.

11 more days to Christmas. Are you prepared to have the fun? And remember, the meaning of a gift is the thoughts from the bottom of your heart. Buying something expensive doesn't mean that the value of the gift is big.

XOXO

Kaycey

Forever and always. Infinity and beyond.

2011-12-07T02:22:00.001+08:00

Hi people. I'm back to blogger again. I must keep this alive. MUST.

And I'm back with a bird face again. Ok, lame.

Well, working has become part of my life. So does most of you. "Welcome to the reality", not capable and lazy = no job = no money. Hate it. No money, no shopping, no good food. Materialistic world.

Luckily I've this sweet boy standing beside me. Always making me smile, making this world beautiful. You're the reason for me to live on. You're the reason for those smiles on my faces. You're the reason for everything. I love you, forever and always, infinity and beyond.

We're all back to December.

2011-12-03T03:11:00.000+08:00

2012 is coming in less than a month. December will be a happening month where there are many events like Christmas and New Year Countdown. I really think that time pass way too fast. In less than 2 months, I will be collecting back my O level results.

Suddenly I feel that I've so much to do. So much things to plan. And so much things to buy. Everything revolves around money, time and brain.

And, especially for Christmas. This will be the first year for me to celebrate Christmas. All along, my Christmas was spent at home watching tv, sleeping or gaming. Sad right? :(

I really need to enjoy the last few bits of 2011. I don't wanna get this year wasted. I've already made too much mistakes this year. I need to replenish all my losses. TIME TO ENJOY PEOPLE!

Bored. Bored. Bored.

2011-11-30T09:44:00.000+08:00

My girls.
Muacks muacks. :*
-

Random update. I'm home alone everyday. My family are out. Tingfang is in UK. I'm so lonely at home. *DISLIKE*

Someone please enlighten me. :(

Prom Night.

2011-11-29T15:18:00.000+08:00

I guess almost everyone already had their prom nights! I've mine already too and it was awesome. I'm pretty upset that I'm leaving all my secondary school friends. But ya, that's the last gathering of the whole cohort. Love you guys and girls, Unity Secondary Graduates 2011. HUAT AH.

Everyone is so beautiful and handsome that night. It's like we've grown up. I wonder if it is possible to have another cohort gathering. But everyone will be busy with their personal life.

Actually, I'm really afraid when I go up to poly, I can't clique with the people there. I'm not good at talking. And I can't bear to leave my girls and brothers. Hopefully we all will enter the same courses or same school. Sigh....

Okay, stop talking about emotional things. THINK ABOUT THOSE HAPPY ONES.

Firstly, I'm working at Goodwood Park Hotel now as a banquet waitress. The people there are awesome and took good care of me. Even though the pay is a little low but, I have fun there!

Secondly, I'm half way clearing all my debts. :)

Thirdly, I'm so gonna go for shopping after I collect my pay tomorrow!

For more pictures on the prom night.

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150430496110513.381810.735990512&type=3
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http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150430496110513.381810.735990512&type=3

Ha, random. Bye. :)

All for one, one for all.

2011-11-16T19:31:00.001+08:00

I'm at Aloha Loyang now.

It's been a long time since I hang out with my classmates. I really miss those fun we had in class, disturbing the teachers, talking rubbish, and a lot a lot of things. I can't believe I have actually officially graduated. I wonder how my school life will be next time. But I really don't feel going school. Oops.

Ha. Random update. Will update other pictures took in the chalet soon. Bye readers~ :)

I've tied my heart with you.

2011-11-15T11:39:00.000+08:00

O Level is officially over for most of the graduating students right? IT'S PARTY TIME!

I finally can take a break from school. I'm gonna work, and save up money for myself. I need to plan about my future already. My life is so chaotic now. I need to settle so much things. I'm really very stressed, very upset, very confused. I'm lost, I need some time to chill myself.

I need somebody to hold me tight, somebody to tell me everything will be fine. Somebody to hug me, somebody to listen to my rants. Somebody to wipe away my tears. Just somebody, that are willing to be stay close, with me.

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2011-11-12T20:04:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since I do an advertorial. Well. This time, I'm introducing to you girls, http://lavieen-rosee.livejournal.com/ .

They had just launched their 4th Collection, Au Naturel. This collection is really sweet. The apparels are mostly in bright colours that makes you shine from the crowd! It wouldn't make you look dull with common colour of black and white. I guess I really need to get some brigh colours apparels!

This Embroidery dress are available in two colours, light brown with black and white with pink. It's really sweet and mature looking. Suitable for working. Lady-like.

This solid blue dres caught my eyes. I really like how the colour make you stand out. This dress is available in tangerine too.

I really like this sweet looking cardigan. I want to get one for myself. Hehehehehe. You can just wear a tanktop inside and with this cardigan, you won't look so casual. For lazy people like me, it's pretty easy.

Here are some of the apparels from other collections that are stll available.

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The kind of boyfriend.

2011-11-10T10:29:00.000+08:00

Suddenly a lot people are attached or are waiting for 11/11/11. There are heartbreaks around too. High peak and downfall for different people. Well, to me boyfriends are under 3 categories: Perfect, Ideal and Your boyfriend.

The perfect boyfriend.
1. Smart: Good in studies. Able to know what you are thinking. Able to read your silence.
2. Good looking: Good body builds. Cute or handsome.
3. Rich. Able to afford your expenses.
4. Good family background. Almost no family conflicts.
5. Devoted. Love you and only you.
6. Prioritized you in the first/second. It's either you're first or family.
7. Forgiving.
8. Good attitude, control his temper well.
9. Romantic.
10. Good planner. Example, for a date.

My Ideal Boyfriend.
1. Need not be good-looking, but have a sweet smile.
2. Willing to work hard.
3. Devoted. Love me and only me.
4. Romantic.
5. Never lose his temper, if having conflicts, TALK and NOT SHOUT.
6. Plans for date. (I'm indecisive)
7. Able to dress well.
8. Forgiving and not bringing up old matters to quarrel.
9. Prioritized me in the first place. Never replace me easily.
10. Always there for me, never been late for dates.

However, falling in love is not a choice. You can't control who to love. And that's when you have conflicts with your boyfriend. Because you are not his ideal girlfriend and he is not your ideal boyfriend. This is when you need to learn to accept one another. Trust is also very important. Besides that, you need to communicate well with him/her. If there's anything you're unhappy about, talk it out, solve it. By complaining to your friends or keeping to yourself don't solve it. There's so much to do to maintain a good relationship.

Well, for me, I've lost the courage to love. I'm really tired of all those conflicts, disputes, and unhappiness. I feel like dying everyday. Can I?

I want someone to take care of me. To hug me everyday and make me smile.

2011-11-05T09:40:00.002+08:00

(Thanks people for liking this photo of mine on facebook @ here. )

And and, I realized that when I don't smile. I'm really skinny. Palm face. And people always disturb me with that. Gosh...

I went to my Uncle's wedding dinner last Sunday. I wish to have a boyfriend like him. He's so nice to her wife. They are so sweet. Especially when the girl says, "I will love you... Forever." I can feel their strong love and bonds. AWWWW~

The so called family photo, but without a lot of them. And I didn't manage to snap the bride and bridegroom!

The dinner starts really late, at about 830-9pm. Everyone was complaining that their tummy is growling.
Actually, mine too. Haha!

I really had an awesome night. A night before my A-math paper. Okay that's not important.

And p/s: I really wanna smile/laugh as if I'm gonna die tomorrow. I don't wanna live in misery ANYMORE.

I only pray that you will never leave me behind.

2011-11-04T05:12:00.001+08:00

After I get a job, I'm so going to shop like crazy. I cleared my wardrobe recently and now, it's like almost empty. Need to do more shopping! And and, PROM NIGHT IS COMING SOON!

I've planned to do a lot things after my O level. Find a job, party with my girls, shopping, go USS, class chalet, genting with friends.... A lot a lot more. I guess most of you do so too. Dreaming about those 6 months before Poly life starts or 2-3 months before JC life starts.

Everyone wants to have fun, who doesn't? But this world is too materialistic and realistic. You need to be smart, good-looking, rich to have most of the things you want. Pretty sad huh?

Sometimes we just wanna hide in our blanket, crawl into our dream lands. Not so hurtful, not so painful, not so sad life there.

But too bad, dream is not real. The world is real. Kill yourself? No. It won't help. Smile? Yes. Because you lived the past few years.

No matter what happens to us, please don't forget me.

2011-11-03T13:12:00.000+08:00

I've piles of overdue photos with me. So sorry for neglecting you, my blog.

I had been going to Town every Friday recently. Singapore need to have more cheap entertainments. Or maybe USS could drop their ticket price. Haha. I have not been there yet, (Outdated? I know.)

Time pass like wind. Deepavali is over, Halloween is over, and I left 2 paper for O level. I wanna stay young, I've not found my lovely boy yet. The one that will love me, the one that will stay by my side.

Everyday I'm just wasting my day off. Heading out lepak, staring at space. Sometimes, I really wanna kill myself for being so lazy. :'(

Sigh... Anyway, I've scheduled several posts for the next few days. Good luck for those who are still having exams. BEAR WITH IT. FUN IS COMING SOON. :)

When you smile...

2011-10-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

Lack of updates recently. Sorry readers! :(

21st Oct, Friday, Celebration of Fang's 15th Birthday.

Town, again. Some more it rained that day. Luckily it stopped after I reached town. IF NOT, ZZZZZ.

We were walking round and round to look for Watami. Silly us, went there a few times still can't figure out how to go there.

YUM YUM. I need to get back my appetite. I don't wanna be too skinny, I don't wanna be boney.

Head to Scape. Actually wanted to sing K. But $$$$$. Life is miserable without money. Money please fall from the sky!

Only if, I have light stick that day. SPAM.

TADA~ I feel so tall that night with my 10cm high heels. "Hi shortie" is my pet phrase that day. Hehe.

We cabbed back to Yewtee. I'm so tired that day. Keep walking here and there. :(

And Happy Sweet 15 my girl. Hope you had fun and SURPRISE~ :)

To love or to be loved.

2011-10-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

Most of the people are telling me that to be loved is much better than to love somebody. But of course, life will be awesome if you are loved and loving the same person. Unfortunately, this rarely happens. Everyone wants to be in love and wants to be happy living with their love ones. Who doesn't?

To love, secretly or openly? Sometimes, you may feel tired and need somebody to hug and be there for you. But the person you love, won't be there. Broken heart, lonely night. However, loving someone can be a wonderful things. Just by talking about him/her, looking at him/her, texting him/her makes you day even better.

To be loved. The feeling of being loved is very special especially when it is the one that you love. However, it can be annoying if it's some strangers out there. To be pampered, and rely on someone. I hardly can find someone that do that. I wish that I was pampered and treated like little princess. I don't wanna grow up. I'm tired of loving somebody.

Things always don't go the way I wanted, I just want you to be by my side. I don't need any status, any promise, just make me feel secured, make me feel worthy. Forever may be long, but I want to spend it with you. Just us.

Graduation Day!

2011-10-02T18:47:00.000+08:00

I've G R A D U A T E D!

SPAMMING IN CLASS. Totally no mood to study. Ha-ha!

For the first time, we are really treated seriously. We are seated on the chair. Only if it's like some sofa.

I tried to take picture with as many people as possible but 1 hour is way too short! And there's buffet provided for us. The food is not enough for everyone. But really thanks those teachers who planned this ceremony for us.

Skit prepared by Teachers.

Class photo! C L A S S 4 6 F T W ~

Mr Tsia in our uniform. He look like some mad scientist.

The ceremony just ended. I wanna have one more round of graduation day! :(

Xinwang for lunch.

Spotted Mrs Chiew and Ms Choo. They treated us. Ha. Kidding.

Last few times wearing this uniform before O's. Kinda miss Unity though I wanna leave there so much. Next week will be the last week of school. Goodluck to all N level candidates and those having EYE next week. All the best~

It is lonely when no one else can understand what you are going through in this wild world.

2011-09-19T16:13:00.001+08:00

Back to blogger. I've a lot friends whose birthdays are on September. But I couldn't celebrate with most of them sadly. Well, some pictures on Charlene's birthday:

It'd been a long time since we girls gathered like this. Had some catch up session. Slacking as usual. Life's pretty boring.... :'(

Well, everyone needs somebody to accompany them through their toughest and even through the happiest time. Someone to share their misery and their happiness.

Hoping that you will be the someone. And always wishing that you're here with me. Well, what's the point of making wishes that won't come true. You're just making yourself feeling more horrible and crying at a corner through the nights.

Love isn't a game. Feelings isn't fake. And time don't heal...

Keeping you close to my heart.

2011-09-15T12:51:00.000+08:00

Warning: A lot birdie faces. LOL. Bored in Malaysia and camwhore with my little sister.

Fun is never enough. But boredom always take over fun. Freedom, justice, equality, love. Those words are in the dictionary but I hardly get to use it with its meaning.

Life's short and unpredictable. But I've did so much things that I've regretted. But I've no choice, just to move on and forget it. Only if there's a rewind button or maybe a delete button. Or even if I have magic, I will wash away every single pain.

I'm trying very hard to get away with my miserable past. Trying but I really can't bear to move on.

Sigh... Well, today is a happy day. Chiahsuan's and Charlene's birthday. Gonna have fun celebrating with Charlene along with Jean too. Toodles, xoxo.

Something meaningful, something memorable.

2011-09-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

I'm on hold with many pictures. Teachers' Day celebrations and some pictures I recently took when I'm in Malaysia (yesterday). I'm really rotting here. Everyday I'm mapling.

Teachers' Day celebration:
It was pretty fun. Had some Acer's Day exercise before having some parteh in class. A very memorable one. I'm so odd-one-out that day. I left my class tee at my other house. Unlucky much.

I'm so gonna miss my class. Around 20 more days and I'm leaving Unity. And less than 2 months' time, I'm taking O Level. Counting down to hell and counting down to fun. 先苦后甜。

Enough of craps, pictures time:

My class is more than a class. So much we've been through. From cliques to bigger groups, to a bonded class. Everything is more than a memory. Thanks class 46. 20 more days to our graduation day. I really can't bear to leave this class ( even though I wanna leave Unity so much ). All for one, one for all. Work hard, play hard. Class 46 FTW!

Too weak to live...

2011-09-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

I feel so lonely. Yes, I know there are good sisters around me. But it's different. I really need someone to be there for me. And understands me. But it's impossible. So impossible...

I am becoming weaker and weaker day by day. I can't control my emotions and thoughts anymore. I need some happy pills. Some happy pills to make my day brighter. But there's no such thing. No such thing...

There's so much "But" and "If" on my mind. Just plainly destroying the happy me. It's so strong, so strong. I feel like taking my heart off, my mind out.

Seriously, I wanna be happy. But it's so much harder than the hardest thing in the world...